We are here, soft-launch day.
I/We are at the beginning of what I know will be an amazing journey together into the unknown, and eventually the remembered and reawakened.
While our website and the offerings that we will be providing through it are still very much a work in progress throughout this month and beyond our official December 1st launch, I hope that what you find here will resonate with you and call you to join us. Not only our online community, but our mission as well.
In the months that follow, our monthly update post will flow with the themes and schedule for the upcoming month, and any channeled messages that come through for it. While the outline for the year is already in place, I know both myself and my team will be expanding upon it in ways I can’t even begin to fathom now. I am being excited and curious to see how it all unfolds, and I hope all of you are as well.
As for November, I hadn’t originally planned on having a theme beyond allowing all of you to get to know me and what Your Goddess Awakening. But … after initially posting this, I received a gentle reminder that there is a theme for this month, indeed each and every November.
GRATITUDE + CELEBRATION
November is a time to be grateful for, and to celebrate, not only all that you have, but all that you have achieved.
In recent years, I have been blessed with a husband who has reshaped my views on love and the judgment I believed I would always face from others. I have been blessed with five children who, despite the distance that can and does come between us at times, I cherish and am proud of. I have been blessed with a home and a connection to the city it is in.
And, over the last twelve months, I have been beyond blessed with not only finding energy healing and light language, but with remembering a lifetime of my wholeness, my strengths, my abilities that had been forgotten. I have been blessed with my release from a narrative of abuse and trauma. I have been blessed with a growing team of guides. I have been blessed with receiving my mission and my calling to start this project.
All of those things, all of the ongoing love and hard work that go into them in each moment and day, are worth being proud of, are worth celebrating.
How am I going to do that?
That’s easy, I made a promise to my inner child during a recent mediation that our reward for all our heard work would be putting our feet in the sand.
That may not sound like much, but doing so is a call to pause, reconnect with the Earth, and allow the joy and love that we have cultivated through our efforts to flow down through it and receive what it has to offer in return, more of the same.
I hope your November is full of gratitude and celebration, and don’t forget to embrace your inner child as you do so. Allowing both her and you to celebrate ALL of the steps you have taken over the year. No matter how big or small, they matter, as do you, and are steps to be proud of.
Jessa
I leave you with my personal journal entry from yesterday about where I was at with this whole process and unfolding. I felt called to share it as our final countdown post across social media and feel called again to share here because the message within it is an important one.
10.31.24
With one day left to go, I have to admit … I’m struggling.
In the midst of this seemingly crazy timeline spirt has given me for this work that I am doing, I’ve found myself falling into old habits and thought processes.
I let stress and anxiety seep in. I opened a long shut door for my OCD to tell me that a final website had to be together by the time the countdown ended. That the success of what I’m working towards depended on it.
That’s bullshit. I KNOW BETTER. I HAVE LEARNED BETTER. But, like so many on their own journey’s, I have forgotten.
Spirit, my team, however … they have not.
They have been there, patiently waiting for me to stop trying to get everything done on my own because my mind was telling me there wasn’t enough time to stop and ask and wait for help.
They have been there, throwing spanners in the works the last 12 days, trying to trigger the very moment I am having right now.
They have given me the cold from hell this week. They have given me this super important side mission in my own personal journey to remembering and reawakening that, I’m sure intentionally, poked at my OCD and said, hey you, tell her this needs to get down first before most of that other stuff.
And they did all of this, as they usually do, knowing full well that I would sit back and have a laugh at myself and with them when it all finally clicked, when the DUH moment hit …
We gave you this countdown and soft launch period because it was, and is, going to be a process to get to the official launch in December. Nothing was ever meant to be 100% done by the time of the soft launch, hell it’s not even meant to be 100% done by December silly.
It’s not a linear mission any more than your own remembering and reawakening is, it is an ongoing and never ending journey until everyone remembers, reawakens, expands, ascends … and even then, it STILL won’t be done, there will still be learning and co-creating to do.
Well shit, when you put it like that … right!
So …. What am I, together with my team, going to do?
I am going to let go of all attachments to a final outcome for the website, for this piece of my mission. I am going to accept that it will unfold in the manner and timing that it is meant to for myself and all those that it will reach. I am going to remember that I am co-creating all of this with my team, with everyone, and with source, and not let my mind tell me that I have to carry that weight on my own because that’s not how anything works.
And, most importantly, when I forget that, because I will from time to time, I won’t be hard on myself. I will give myself the same patience, understanding, and compassion that I give to everyone else, because I deserve it just as much as they do.
Those words … that is the version of me, the true me, that knows better, that has learned better, and I couldn’t be prouder of her or myself. It may have taken us a minute, but we got there and we will continue to get there one day at a time, one moment at a time, just like all of you.